2014.

After the roller coaster year 2013 was I have thought about what I want to change and continue to improve in 2014. 

Last night watching " Benjamin Button" ( stay with me) I realized in 2014 I want to be present.

 Im such a Type A planner I tend to not enjoy the moment, be too focused on getting things done, or worried what is coming next. 

In a few short years B will not follow me around all day long throwing her arms over me telling me her latest story. 

Boden will not let me run my fingers through his curls and God forbid may want to cut them. 

Brooklyn's baby smiles and babbles will turn to actual words. 

The days truly are long and the years short. 

I dont want to miss them. 

My word for 2014 is relax. 

Relax my expectations on myself and let myself "just be."